U Make Me

You make me laugh when I want to cry,
Make me live when I want to die,
Make me smile when I want to frown,
You turn my life upside down.
Believe in me when no one else does
You’re my now, my is, my was.
When you call my name I begin to blush,
I'm afraid people notice I need you so much.
When I'm with you time flies by fast.
It's like the present is the past.
I need you more than you can believe,
Love you more than you can conceive.
Think about you every night and day
And hope my life can stay this way
I don't want it to be any other way. 

by..eniglish poem

really love

If you really love
your partner,
all of your mental,
physical and emotional
faculties become absorbed
in him or her.
your partner, in a way,
bocomes the centre of your life.

I want to fly

" Forget Him"

Forget his name .

Forget his face

Forget his kiss

His warm embrace.

Forget the love that you once knew

Remember he has someone new

Forget him when they played your song

Remember when you cried all night long

Forget how close you once were

Remember he has chosen her

Forget how you memorized his walk

Forget the way he used to talk

Forget the things he used to say

Remember he has gone away

Forget his laugh forget his grin

Forget the dimples on his chin

Forget the way he held you tight

Remember he’s with her tonight

Forget the time that went so fast

Forget the love the moved, it’s past

Forget he said he’d leave you never

Remember he’s gone forever........................

( I THINK OF YOU )

My beloved
every day and every night;
I think of you always,
and in every thought
there is a certain pleasure and
a certain pain.
What is strange is that whenever
I think of you 'Come and pour your
troubles here, here on my breast;

And at time I call you by name
unknown anyone but loving fathers
and passionate mothers.

Love is

Standing on one side
of the ocean,
can you see the other shore?
That`s what love is like.
So, what are you going to do?
Dive in and lose yourself?
Or, in fear, retreat?

Sure

 Sure, your partner has both
           good and bad qualities then.
           That's not the question.
           The question is which ones are
           always watching?

Memories

It's been a long time since I smiled.
All my life I'm waiting,
I don't know, why I persist doing this
When I can move on and keep going.
But I won't deplore alle those years
When I think of you every night.
Even shedding those bloody tears,
And all I need is a hug sop tight.

I tried to stay away from you
Even trying to hate you.
I know I'm being hard on myself
Yet it's the right thing to do.
I started to admire other guys,
And sse the rest of the world.
But I cannot Live a life full of ties,
For I thought it's you even when I grew old.

And suddenly I grew tired.
So helpless that I cried.
I don't want anymore pain
O God, I think I'm going insane!

And finally I realized something -
Life isn't only crying.
To move one, I have to let go.
These feelings of mine for you to grow.
"It's not the end of the world, my dear", Mum said to me.
There are so many things around you that you must see.
Now everything seems fine.
I learned to accept facts and wait for the right time.
And it makes more happy to do so.
You've been so special that it's hard to let you go.
I know forever in my heart you'll always be here.
but only to remain as a cherished memory.

[Joan Vivien Dela Cruz]

တိတ္တခိုးတြယ္တာ

မင္းကိုတမ္းတ အလြမ္းညေတြ ရွည္ခဲ႕ပါ၏....... တမ္းတတိုင္းေလ မိႈင္းမႈန္ေ၀တဲ႕ စိတ္အစဥ္ သခင္သာလွ်င္ ပိုင္စားစိုးမိုး    . . .

ကဲ ....
သခင္လို႕တင္စား
ရင္မွာထားတဲ႕
ေမာင္႕..အခ်စ္ေရ
စိတ္အာ႐ံုေထြျပား
သတိရေနစဥ္ခိုက္
စိုးမိုးလိုက္ေလ
ႏြဲ႕ ႏြဲ႕သံခ်ိဳက
ရင္ကိုသပ္လွ်ိဳ
လိုက္သလိုပဲ
စူးစူးနစ္နစ္နဲ႕
ရူးၿပီးခ်စ္တဲ႕အခ်စ္က
ပူေစတယ္.....
အစတည္းက
အမွားနဲ႕စခဲ႕
ဘ၀ရဲ႕
ရက္အပိုင္းျခားေတြ
ေရြ႕လ်ားကာအျမန္ကုန္ခဲ႕
သခၤ်ာတစ္ပုဒ္လို
အမွားႏွစ္ခါထပ္လို႕
အမွန္ျဖစ္ခ်င္ေပမယ္႕
သံသရာနယ္မွာ
အျပန္တစ္ရာမက
က်င္လည္ခ်င္ခဲ႕လည္း
အမွန္သာဆိုယင္
တို႕တို႕ခ်င္းသာ
ဆံုေတြ႕ျခင္းျဖစ္စဥ္
မရွိရမွာ........

ကြယ္ရာမွာေတာ႕
လြမ္းေနခ်င္တယ္
မလြမ္းသင္႕မွန္း
ရင္ခြင္နန္းက
အသိသားေလ
မေတြမေ၀
ရင္ခြင္က
ခ်စ္ျခင္းကိုေပးဆပ္
ႏွင္းအပ္ခဲ႕စဥ္က
မင္းပါးျပင္ထက္မွာ
ေခၽြခဲ႕တဲ႕အနမ္း
အတုေယာင္မဟုတ္မွန္း
သိပါေစ.......

စြဲလန္းတမ္းမက္
ရင္ကအေငြ႕အသက္
တစ္ခ်က္တစ္ခ်က္
ေတြးမိလိုက္တိုင္း
ေႏြးကနဲလိႈက္ဖို
ေသာကေတြပဲ
ပိုလာသလို
ေမာလ်ျခင္းေ၀ဒနာ
ခံစားရခက္
မေျဖသာေန႕ရက္မ်ားမွာ
မေနသာညနက္နက္မွာ
မင္းကိုတမ္းတ
အလြမ္းညေတြ
ရွည္ခဲ႕ပါ၏.......

သတိတရ
တမ္းတတိုင္းေလ
မိႈင္းမႈန္ေ၀တဲ႕
စိတ္အစဥ္
သခင္သာလွ်င္
ပိုင္စားစိုးမိုး
အေ၀းကေနရတဲ႕
သခင္႕ဓါတ္ပံုေတြ
အမွတ္တရအျဖစ္
ေငးၾကည္႕ပါရေစ
အေ၀းတိတ္တခိုး
ျမတ္ႏိုးစိတ္ေလးနဲ႕
တိတ္တိတ္ကေလးပဲ
တြယ္တာလို႕သာ
ေနပါရေစ.......... ။ ။

ျမံဳေနတဲ႔ အနာ

ငွက္ေတြေတာင္ အိမ္ျပန္ကုန္ၾကျပီ

ငါ႔မွာသာ အိမ္မျပန္ႏုိင္ေသး

ေန႕ဟာ ေၾကြကာနီး သစ္သီးတစ္လံုးလို

ျပီးျပည္႕စံုစြာ ၀င္းမွည္႕ေနေလရဲ႕

ရွင္းမျပတတ္ေအာင္ဘဲ ျဖစ္ရတယ္ ညေနရယ္

ေမာလုိက္တာ ...

ကိုယ္႔ရဲ႕ တစ္ေန႕တာ ပင္ပန္းမႈေတြကို

ဘယ္သူ႕ကို ေျပာျပရပါ႔

တကယ္ဆို ေျပာျပဖို႕ေရာ လုိအပ္လို႕လား

ဆည္းဆာရဲ႕ ေက်ာေပၚကို

ကိုယ္႔ရဲ႕ အေမာေတြ မတင္မိဖို႕

မနည္း သတိထားေနရတယ္။

ၾကည္ေမာင္သန္း(လွသန္း)-ဇြန္ ၂၀၀၀ ရြက္ႏုေ၀

အနာဂတ္သို႔ ဆုတ္ခြာၿခင္း

ေသြးရူးေသြးတမ္းေတြ

ငါ့ဆီက မေမွ်ာ္လင့္ပါနဲ႔ေတာ့ ။

မင္းႏွလံုးသားဆီ အေရာက္လာဖို႔အတြက္

အခက္ခဲဆံုးလမ္းကို ေရြးခ်ယ္ခဲ့သမို႔

ငါဟာ

စစ္သူၾကီး ဟန္နီေဘာလည္း ဟုတ္ရဲ႕။

မစိုက္ပ်ိဳးရေသးတဲ့

မ်ိဳးေစ့ေတြကို ေစာင့္ေရွာက္သလိုမ်ိဳး

ဘဝရဲ႕ တန္ဖိုးေတြကို သယ္ေဆာင္ၿပီး

ငါေရာက္လာခဲ့ေပါ့။

အမွန္တရားရဲ႕ေနာက္

ဒုတိယေၿမာက္က်ဆံုးသူဟာ ငါပါ။

ဒိုင္ႏိုေဆာေတြ

ဘာေၾကာင့္မ်ိဳးတံုးခဲ့ရတယ္ဆိုတာကို

လူေတြ အၿငင္းပြားေနရသလိုမ်ိဳးေပါ့ေလ ။

ကမၻာေၿမေပၚက

မသိမႈအားလံုးကို တင္စားဖုိ႔

ငါ့ကို ေမြးဖြားခဲ့သတဲ့ ။

တကယ့္ကို ပါးပါးလႊာလႊာေလး လြဲေခ်ာ္ခဲ့တာပါ

ဒါနဲ႔ပဲ တို႔ တစ္ဘဝလံုး ေဝးခဲ့ၾကရ။

အနာဂတ္ဟာ

ဘယ္ေတာ့္မွ ငါ့ဆီကိုေရာက္မလာႏိုင္ေတာ့ဘူး

ငါ့အခ်စ္ဟာ

လူ႕သမိုင္းရဲ႕ ဘယ္လိုေခတ္မ်ိဳးမွာမွ

အစားထိုးလုိ႔မရတဲ့ ေကာင္းကင္ဆန္မႈ မ်ိဳးပါ။

စက္ဝိုင္းလို ပ်ံသန္းေနတဲ့

အခ်ိန္ေတြရဲ႕ ေလာင္ကၽြမ္းၿခင္းထဲမွာ

မေရရာတဲ့ တန္ဖိုးေတြအတြက္

မေရရာတဲ့ ဘဝေတြကို ေပးဆပ္ရင္း

မင္းနဲ႔ငါ ေဝးၾကရၿပီလား ။

မခိုင္မာတဲ့ထိပ္ဖ်ားေပၚမွာ

ေၿပာင္းၿပန္လွန္ၿပီး စိုက္ထားတဲ့

ပိရမစ္ၾကီးတစ္ခုလို

တစ္ဘိုင္းဘိုင္းလဲက်

သုညကို စက္ဝိုင္းနဲ႔ လြဲမွားခဲ့သူပါ။

ဇာတ္သိမ္းခန္းမွာေတာ့

ပင္လယ္ကမ္းေၿခအတုတစ္ခုမွာ

ရမ္ပုလင္း အစစ္တစ္လံုးကို

ေမာ့ေသာက္ပစ္လုိက္ရဲ႕ ။ ။

ပိုင္စိုးေဝ

Lies

Thoughts burned through me then
tears in my eyes
The truth came out but they were
really lies
Coming to know you mean everything
But your love I conclude was nothing.
All of this never existed, never lived
Cause there was no real love to give.
When you came to me I then realized
That your love and beauty were all but lies...

What It Is

It is madness
says reason
It is what it is
says love

It is unhappiness
says caution
It is nothing but pain
says fear
It has no future
says insight
It is what it is
says love

It is ridiculous
says pride
It is foolish
says caution
It is impossible
says experience
It is what it is
says love.

But

At first I fell in love

with the brightness of your eyes

with your laugh

with your joy in life

Now I love your weeping too

and your fear of life

and the helplessness

in your eyes

But I will help you

with your fear

for my joy in life

is still the brightness of your eyes

[Erich Fried]

Fool for love

One day I saw you talking with my friend

I tried to ignore the smile you send.

I talked to her while you stared

Then I steered away as if I don't care.

Days passed and I tried to forget your smile,

And I decided that you've got no style.

But I just can't get you out of my mind,

And this is what I tried to hide.

Without realizing it, I always looked for you.

I got attracted without meaning to.

They say that this weird feeling will pass,

But to me it seemed to last

In desperation I tried to enjoy it,

Hoping my feelings will decrease a little bit.

Bit it seemed to be getting stronger

And I couldn't wait any longer.

At last we finally met

I held your gaze for a moment -

My eyes are questioning,

I tried to see your negative side,

I know my eyes don't lie.

I saw that you're conceited and beastful

I don't know why am I being a fool.

I saw all these things but it's still the same,

Without knowing it I always say your name.

Nothing changes, as far as I'm concerned,

I guess love is really blind

And that some people use their hearts instead of mind,

I konw I'm one of them but what can I do?

I can't help it if I fell in love with you.

I've never felt this way before

I felt my heart begin to soar.

Each time you talk to me

I keep hoping yöu'll say you love me.

Now I know that this is love,

It was supposed to be a gift from above.

But why am I not enjoying?

Instead I feel like suffering.

I love you...

[Anonymous]

ခ်စ္စြာေသာေမေမ

ခ်စ္စြာေသာေမေမ
ဒီေဆာင္းေလေျပမွာ
လြမ္းလို ့ေနရွာမလား

အထီးက်န္အေဖာ္မဲ ့
ေအးစက္စက္ဘ၀
ေနသားက်ပါ့မလား

အေၾကာေတြစီရရီနဲ ့
တုန္ရီရီလက္ကေလး
ေႏြးေထြးေနပါ့မလား

တေရြ ့ေရြ ့ေျခလွမ္း
စမ္းတ၀ါး၀ါးႏွင့္သာ
ေလးတြဲ ့စြာလွမ္းေနမလား

တစ္ေယာက္ထဲေနလွ်က္
မ်က္၀န္းေတြညွိဳးစြ
ပုလဲေတြခေနမလား

လြမ္းအားေတြပိုလို ့
ေရႊစိတ္တို ့ညိဳကာ
ပိုလို ့အိုစာေနမလား

သားရဲ ့ခ်စ္ေမေမ
ဇရာေတြေထာင္းရင္း
အေမအိုမင္းလာေပမယ္ ့သားရဲ ့မ်က္၀န္းမွာ
ဒီတစ္ေလာကလံုး
ေမေမသာအလွဆံုးပါ။။။။။
ကဗ်ာမေလ

သားအဖႏွစ္ေယာက္

တစ္ညလံုး
စၾက၀ဠာၾကီးနဲ႕ေပ်ာ္ေပ်ာ္ပါးပါး ဆက္ဆံခဲ႔တဲ႔ေကာင္
မနက္ခင္း ေရဒီယို သီခ်င္းေတြၾကားရမွ
ဆက္ျပီး လက္မ မေထာင္ႏိုင္ေတာ႔တာနဲ႕
အေဖ႔အိမ္ကို ထြက္ခဲ႔တယ္။

အေဖ႔ဆီေရာက္ေတာ႔
နာရီမရိွတဲ႔ ကြ်န္ေတာ္႔ကို
ျပကၡဒိန္မရိွတဲ႔ အေဖက
တိုးတိုးေလးေျပာျပတယ္။

"ငါ႔အိတ္ထဲ
ဇရာပဲ က်န္ပါေတာ႔တယ္ကြာ " တဲ႔။

ဟုတ္ကဲ႔ပါ အေဖ
အေဖ႔အိတ္ထဲက "ဇရာ" နဲ႕
ကြ်န္ေတာ္႔ စိတ္ထဲက "ကဗ်ာ" နဲ႕
ကမာၻၾကီးကို လက္ငင္း ေငြေခ်လိုက္ပါရဲ႕။

ရနံ႕သစ္

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ဒဏ္ရာေတြနဲ႔ငါ

တည္ၿငိမ္ေနတဲ့ ႏွလံုးသားထက္မွာ ျပန္လည္ရိုက္ခတ္ေစခဲ့သည္ကား သူၾကည့္ခဲ့တဲ့ မ်က္၀န္းတစ္စံု။ ေပါက္ကြဲလုမတက္ ခံစားခ်က္တို႔ျဖင့္ အထိနာခဲ့တဲ့ ႏွလံုးသားဟာ ယခင္ဒဏ္ရာေတြ ေပ်ာက္ခါစမွာ သူ႕အၿပံဳးေတြေၾကာင့္ ျပန္လည္ႏိုးထလာခဲ့ပါၿပီ။ ႏွလံုးသားရဲ႕ ရင့္က်က္တဲ့ လကၡဏာကို မသိေသးတာလား ? ဒါမွမဟုတ္ . . . မရွိေသးတာလား ? ေ၀၀ါးတဲ့ဆံုးျဖတ္မႈေတြၾကားမွာ နစ္ေျမာသြားတဲ့ ခံစားခ်က္တစ္ခ်ဳိ႕ဟာ သာယာမႈ အခ်ဳိ႕ကို ေက်နပ္ေနတာမ်ားလား ? အခ်စ္ဆိုတာကို ဖြင့္ဆိုခ်က္ မွားယြင္းစြာ နားလည္မိတဲ့ငါ ေနာက္တစ္ခါ အသည္းကြဲဖ္ို႔အတြက္ ခံစားခ်က္တို႔ ျမဴးေနခဲ့တာထင္ပါတယ္။ တကယ္ေတာ့လဲ - ငါ့ႏွလံုးသားဟာ ဒဏ္ရာေတြနဲ႔ ဆက္စပ္ထားခဲ့တာ ျဖစ္ပါလိမ့္မယ္။ (အသက္ရွင္ေနသေရြ႕ ခံစားခ်က္ေတြေပြ႕ပိုက္ရင္းေပါ့)

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